Last night he went to bed at 8 also but I was so worn out and swolen that I didnt move the rest of the night.
So i thought tonight I would just ramble on some of my thoughts lately and go from there.
This Pregnancy has been so much diferent from the way AlixZanders was. I know it has a lot to do with the fact that my life in general is in a much better place that it was at that time. plus im not nearly as stressed about everything and just generaly happier.
Plus I think chasing a 2 year old keeps my mind out of the worry places.
the bigest diference right now is that I am COMPLEATLY uncomfortable. with AlixZander I never really got Uncomfortable. but for the last month I cant sleep in my own bed, I can barely walk, I cant lay down at all I sleep in a recliner!! My Pelvis and hips hurt so bad that im ready for this to be all over with.
But at the same time I know in my heart that baby brother will come when he is good and ready. im just impatient and uncomfortable.
Also right now there are people in my life that I miss very much. I do have contact with these people but I miss seeing them, i miss talking to them in person and on a regular basis, I know as we grow up things change and its all good things but sometimes I wish that things didnt have to change.
I have started a new Obsession... as i need to have obsessions and I needed a new hobby anyways and one that dosent take a lot of time and dosent take much more energy than what I am already using... I have started a 2nd blog, yeah I know I can barely keep up with this one but im hoping by doing 2 I can do better at both... the 2nd blog will be only about Food!! I LOVE to cook and experiment and now I can share my Experiances with others... the link to it is
likemomalmost.blogspot.com feel free to pop over there and check it out!
Ok I know this is probibly the most disjointed post ever but its helped me clear out some thoughts and now I need to get on Jonathans dinner and get it ready for him he should be headed home shortly
Night all
